the translation would be: "What should I do with myself, having given birth to a child for a lover who doesn't love me?"

In a frame-up, she had been exiled to a deserted island and left to her own devices. It had been five years since they had last met, and she had taken the baby home, only to lose her memory. "You've signed the contract with me for three years," he said in a cold, determined tone. "Please take care of yourself," Yearning said through clenched teeth. You're a shameless bastard, Joe Muyuan...

I have fallen in love.