the translation would be: "What should I do with myself, having given birth to a child for a lover who doesn't love me?"

That day on the subway, I was squeezed into the arms of a handsome man, only to find a small, tender yellow chrysanthemum blooming on top of his head. As a plant enthusiast, I just had to poke it, but little did I know, he would explode, sprouting even more chrysanthemums. The next day, I aced my interview, thrown into a lab to cultivate chrysanthemums with my boss being the handsome man from the subway. It was then I found out that my love for plants was because I was a Restorer! Surprisingly, a three-meter tall carnivorous plant called me "mom"! Do I look like a woman who could give birth to a man-eating plant?! All I could do was kiss the little chrysanthemum in my hand and pray for Yan Shuo to rescue me!

just because old auntie is took forever, doesn't mean I'm took, your mine my sweet daniel~