the translation would be: "What should I do with myself, having given birth to a child for a lover who doesn't love me?"

The King of the Silver Screen was like a ruffian, the Queen of the Silver Screen was like a queen. Can such candy be eaten, can it be eaten? - - Si Qingyan and Zilofel had been childhood sweethearts and had been together for four years, until they broke up due to incompatibility of character. Their relationship had ended in their fourth year, after which they had gone about their own business, and they had met again at the theatre, where they had been the male and female protagonists.

A seventeen-year-old boy looking for love.