the translation would be: "What should I do with myself, having given birth to a child for a lover who doesn't love me?"

The crybaby bottom who is handsome but only for a second x The suffering top who will eventually become ruthless and turn out to be antagonist

“I feel so cold. I don’t think I can still last for long. I’m sensing my limbs grow numb bit by bit till I’m no longer able to move them. On second thought, it’s not such a big deal. I feel so tired. My corpse is so heavy, as if all the worries of the word are hanging from my shoulders and burdening them… or it might be this heavy snowfall that is making this weak body of mine all covered in snow and shivering none stop. All I can do is reassuring myself while thinking- it’ll soon come to an end.” This is the story of an unlucky young lad, played by the hands of fate and abandoned by the heavens, till the day he was taken in by a strange man who told him he had an important mission for him to accomplish. And thus they started traveling through lands and seas without any apparent aim. While on this journey, he managed to learn more about the identity of his mysterious saver, never expecting what great price he would have to finally pay for turning upside down his present doom.

Ye Jindu was just going to the bathroom to smoke a cigarette, but he bumped into an older Omega’s first differentiation and heat.