No one knew that as a legal spouse, she was the "third child," the man who led the "third child" through the city every day, and her presence was the third child. Gu Lan couldn't stand it any longer. And the man had turned into the "loving husband" who had been secretly in love with him for years?

the translation would be: "What should I do with myself, having given birth to a child for a lover who doesn't love me?"