We were never together, so how can we break up?

Restrained and conservative mature bottom and domineering and infatuated younger top

"Because I almost forgot the way his lips felt against mine; how our bodies entwirled together perfectly, nestled under a pile of soft blankets." "He is so much more than anyone can see. He's the music that made me laugh and that shows how he smiles at me with loving eyes. You might see him as cruel, distant, heartless and an unemotional being but for me he's the most loving, kind and sweet person." He might not be as important to everyone else, likewise, but to me, he was my everything. He is my everything and I miss my everything."