This is a story where the bottom looking for trouble and deserve it, so it kills his husband and himself, and later mistakenly enters a virtual system. He needs to make the virtual world's husband fall in love with him as a condition for the system to eventually revive his real-world husband.

As Mia enters highschool she never would have expected Ed it to be crazy she just thought it would be study,cheer,tests but it's not it's all Drama,sex,dating, betrayal and Carter the most popular guy in school will she survive high school this year?

the translation would be: "What should I do with myself, having given birth to a child for a lover who doesn't love me?"