the translation would be: "What should I do with myself, having given birth to a child for a lover who doesn't love me?"

Carl Domins is not your typical teenager he is a nerd and a shy boy from River Bridge High. He is the son of a preacher and a highschool teacher. Both of his parents are strong christians who live according to God's teachings. It's how they have raised their son, according to the ways of the Bible. Carl however has a secret, one that is considered a sacrilage by his faith. He is in love with Peter Miles, the schools popular kid and bad boy. What happens when what is considered a SIN ends up being the sweetest feeling that Carl has ever experienced in the 17 years of his life?

Gentle, refined and warm-hearted top vs. Sunny, handsome and faithful bottom

That day on the subway, I was squeezed into the arms of a handsome man, only to find a small, tender yellow chrysanthemum blooming on top of his head. As a plant enthusiast, I just had to poke it, but little did I know, he would explode, sprouting even more chrysanthemums. The next day, I aced my interview, thrown into a lab to cultivate chrysanthemums with my boss being the handsome man from the subway. It was then I found out that my love for plants was because I was a Restorer! Surprisingly, a three-meter tall carnivorous plant called me "mom"! Do I look like a woman who could give birth to a man-eating plant?! All I could do was kiss the little chrysanthemum in my hand and pray for Yan Shuo to rescue me!